“How did my marring you screw that up?”“Our marriage fed the dream, I had everything worked out and my life, while not very pleasant was acceptable. I was ok with being a cunt. My problem is that I need to be used, otherwise I have no value. I could live with not being loved as long as I was needed, even if to be needed meant being a whore and a slut then here I am. Then the marriage made the dream a possibility and if it was possible then it could someday be a reality and that fucked everything up. Now nothing is simple anymore. Hope has reared its ugly head. The real pisser is that I understand in my head that the dream is only a fantasy because I can’t be loved, because no one will love a whore and a slut. But my heart wants to hang onto the dream. I hate you because you can’t possibly love me and you will eventually leave me.”We lay there in silence. Many minutes passed before I finally spoke.“Yeah, I can see that your life was really great before I came along and fucked it. Lachelle pulled her long glossy black hair away from her wide adorable hickory brown eyes as she stared out of the passenger window, ‘creepy’ she plainly remarked as the grey overcast morning darkened the old brick home windows; as a light wind swayed the overgrown tree branches around the property brushing some against the stationery car startling them both. Yunhee’s car slowly pulled into the driveway and stopped behind them, they could hear Pothos their energetic chocolate labradoodle madly barking from inside her car. Lachelle quickly unbuckled her seat belt and alighted her noticeably maturing womanly frame from the car to go check on their noisy dog, whilst Jim sighed and mustered up a mental appetite to enter their unappealing home.Jim climbed the couple of concrete porch steps to the weathered wooden front door, upon unlocking its entrance his nostrils were immediately filled with a uniquely intoxicating sweet scent; seductively his nose instinctively drew in more of the.
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